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Right now I'm watching The Italian Job, which was sent over by my mom along with a book of instructions to making paper planes, seeing as the copy my class got stuck with was bad-quality piracy. I guess now I have no excuse not to do the ComSci homework.

Speaking of. I wonder why they love foisting homework on us especially during weekends and holidays. :/ Yes, people, this is where Php500 of your taxes go every month. To a moody teenage girl ranting about the frustrations of being in this school. :| Deal with it.

So we got to talking about the difference between bragging and sharing [your written work] in English 3 today. I don't even share, wtf. Not once have I gone "DUDE. Check out my blogs and stuffs. They're like, so totally awesome, 'cuz like, I'm so totally opinionated and smart, 'cuz like, I've basically consumed a thesaurus and right now I'm, like, regurgitating appellations, and though it's, like, totally unfabulous and sort of maybe not cool, I'm still pretty modest and demure and, well, pretty. RIGHT? So like, you should totally check it out."

*ahem*

I'm going to stop sounding like shit now. I've hurt my soul permanently, and now it hates me. I suppose I should realize that tarnishing your soul is too high a price for mocking people.

"But I thought you were my friend! How could you do this to me! I can't believe you! Why are you acting like you're ignoring me? Do you hate me? I couldn't live with myself if my best friend hated me? What did I do wrong? Why do you always seem to be too busy for me now? *sobs*"

But I just can't resist. XD

Speaking of, (again) I broke my diet today. AGAIN. THIS IS NOT GOOD. And to make the punishment fit the crime, I will once again NOT have any Coke for the rest of the month. I mean it this time. Seriously. I'm gonna get someone to sucker punch me the next time I touch Coke. Or junk food. Or chocolate. I hope this works. Bruises > Hunger.

I'm being bitten by ants again. D:

Today was a shitty Monday. I kid you not. PE was totally fucked up; sweltering heat and repetitive, confusing steps were NOT helping. And it was SO FUCKING HOT. EVERYFUCKINGWHERE. And the Com Sci lab STANK. I am serious. The first years musked it up so bad, our guys didn't even do any noticeable damage. I hate Low Voltage Days.

I wonder at which point in my life my conscience will cease to exist and finally grant me bitchiness impunity. :/

"I get it now. I drop it, you pass that."

"But for a brief moment in time, we are bonded for life."

"Wow. You make it sound so dramatic, Ches."

-- the heat got to me, sorry. XD

"Which hand?"

"The one you don't use much."

"No, no. I use it to flip the pages."

-- this quote made my morning. :D

I suppose that's enough. Hmm.

I write to express, not to impress. I wonder why some people don't understand that. If you have a problem with me swearing, go fuck a tree. If you think I complain too much, I dare you to live my life. If you can't keep up with the randomness and the mood swings, that is not my problem. This is me, and will always be. I do not change rapidly, drastically or thoughtlessly. I've already been changed by a lot, and I will not change of my own volition for any stupid reason. If you can't handle me, too bad. I've never needed anyone to.

*sigh* I hope you figure out what you did.

ALSO. Check this out. Not Quite Ignite Awesome wording. Amazing author. Two chapters, and I'm already waiting for the third. :D I can.. relate somehow. In some small way. Wooh. Go Hayley. X3

"Going around in circles with you was better than going nowhere at all." ~ :)

Oh well. That's all for now. :D The mosquitoes have taken the place of the ants, and are attacking my legs once more. Wonderful.

~ hoping this week will get better.