Venti

Haha, my title is a pun. Sort of. :D It's ambiguous, and I like that. A lot.

So, anyway. This sem break was good. Really, really good. (that's ambiguous, too) :) Y'know what. I'm beginning to be optimistic again. And not in a cynical way, either. Maybe I'm changing. Well, whatever happened to me, I like it.

Maybe I just needed to be cheered up, maybe I was always changing. Whatever it was, it was good.
And I meant cheered up in the sense that... well. Different people cheer me up in different ways. Maybe I just needed to be cheered up in a certain way. Maybe, if I stay cheery, maybe I'll actually learn to be happy again. (:

Well, enough about that. I guess I'm growing a little bit meaner, too. Or maybe I'm just PMS-ing. XD Hahaha. I don't know why, but when you decide on one thing completely against me... well, just be ready to go it alone, or at least, without me. Because in no way will I participate.

You can say that's immature. Well, let me be immature. You're not supposed to care about me. If you did care, you wouldn't have decided on that, when it was so completely against me. So.. why would you care if I was being immature or idiotic? You don't care about what I want, or even my opinion. So don't rattle off some bullshit about how you're doing it 'cause you care. Lousy, lying hypocrite.

(Also, for those self-loving, hedonistic fools out there: THAT'S NOT DIRECTED AT YOU. The person it's directed at probably won't even read it. CHILL)

So anyway. I read this awesome article on Cracked, telling me how words can control your mind. That thing about the colors was SO true! And I loved the crack at EL TENEDOR! Hahahaha.

Oooh, I love this. Getting my mind off irritating things. (: Oh, I love returning to my optimism. (:

I feel kind of sad, though, that Nikole probably won't be able to stay for my birthday. D: Oh well. Good chance I'll get back there next Easter. That is, if me and Sofia are back from Italy by then. I am seriously excited. SERIOUSLY.

Why? Because Sofia and I bond differently from usual sisters. We've gone through the entire 'I HATE YOU!' phase, and the fighting, and the yelling, and the tattling. We went through all that, intensely, in like, six years. Most people go through it, moderately, their whole lives. Personally, I think we were lucky. This ensures that we will never fight again, ever. (: And I'm so happy!

Plus, I get to climb. AND eat all the good stuff. AND ride a gondola. AND go sightseeing! AND make new friends. GOSH I am so excited! Wooh. WOOOH. Hahaha.

I think I actually do want a venti. Caramel cream, no whip, extra drizzle. My usual! Or maybe vanilla, with a dash of hazelnut. Gosh, I love coffee. I really, really do. I need it too, sometimes. D: I can't get Starbucks here, though. Waha. Maybe someday.

Also. I just realized. Maybe I really want to go to UM for college. Maybe somewhere in London. I do know that I want to go somewhere that isn't insanely religious and conservative. I've had enough of that my entire life. So.. yeah. Excited for that, too! (:

I'll buy my SP gifts this weekend, maybe. Haha. Ouch, my fingertip hurts. D: Waha.

I love butter caramel XO. :D

I think this is all I've got to say. That, and.. I'm really craving some Milo right now. Just a bit. XD (ambiguous again! I love this)
Oh, and..

SOFIA LOVES PUPPIES! Especially puppies that like pizza. And shuttlecocks. And mistake Italy for Paris. XD Wow, I hope her puppy gets potty-trained.... Kidding. Hahaha.

Anyway. Curfew now. Good night! :D

(As for my previous post.... I think I take some of it back, now. I was carried away. Not saying WHICH previous post this is, though. Wooh)

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