First things first. Once I'm back at my apartment, if my beloved MacBook hasn't been fixed yet, I'll most likely be out of commission... forever. o-o
*hikbi*
I know I can find ways around that; there's always borrowing, yeah, but y'know, it's just not the same. :( I hate this.
I haven't even transferred most of my files there. >_<>
Oh well. No use crying over spilled milk. Or broken laptops. ......... *sob*
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Second part of my post! :P
I ran across a meme once, and I actually wrote down my answers for it, but I left the paper back at the apartment. >_> So this is sort of like a new pancake, with batter made from scratch, but not really. Get me? XD
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Intermission: Check this out. Mine takes 540 thousand years to crack. :P Safe enough.
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Back to the meme. XD
Three things you want to say to three people you haven't talked to in a while.
Two pieces of conversation between you and two people you talk usually with.
One thing you want to say to one person you talk to constantly.
(gonna continue this later)
Edit! Here it is. :)
Three:
"I actually think you still haven't noticed I hate you. And.. if that's actually possible, I think that makes me hate you more. And I can't believe you actually got a girl. You had the balls to..to..wow. O_e In any case. I hope you never figure out what happened between us, why I hate you so much. You'll try to fix it, and I seriously do NOT want that. Please don't get the idea in your head that I'll ever forgive you. No way in hell am I ever letting myself be your friend again, you needy little twat."
"I'm actually.. pretty grateful I'm not the one you're after. At least, not anymore. I know we haven't talked in forever, and I'm so so sorry, but at least we still realized the other exists, right? XD And you know? I'm so proud of you. You got your life back on track, even without me there to make sure you lighten up once in a while. :) Stay awesome, yo."
"GAH, we haven't talked in forever. I can't believe it. We have have HAVE to go out sometime before the year ends, otherwise I swear to god I might cry. This is just wrong. I can't believer we've barely talked this year at all. I feel like I'm losing you. o-o"
Two:
"So there was this dude named Pietro who danced with his sandwiches to make them the best."
"You have we're dreams. What do you eat for dinner?"
*laughter*
"I don't have weird dreams! Well, there was this Calvin Klein model in there too, and I think I made out with this french girl named Criselda.... yeah, I have weird dreams."
"Dude, I think your maid puts LSD in your rice..."
*laughter*
Haha. I love you, Lil.
*silence*
"What's that sound?"
"What sound?"
*silence*
"That sound!"
"That's me breathing, Ches."
"Well, stop."
"Stop breathing?"
"Yes! It's annoying!"
"Um, okay."
*silence*
"You're doing it again!"
I love you, Tan. :P
One.
Okay, so.. I'm not gonna put this down in the actual words I think you'd say, mainly 'cause I don't know what the hell you'd say, if you'd ever actually say it, or what I'd want to hear you say, and whether'd or not you actually would. You'd always find a way to.. surprise me, when it came to that. I guess that's what makes you special.
But would it kill you to consider me special for once, too? I mean.. you say it, yeah, but.. it's just so hard to believe that you'd mean it. Yeah, I'm your girl. I know it, you know it, pretty much everyone knows it. But could you please make me feel like it's something worth being? Make me feel like I'm not just another nobody you could get over right away? 'Cause at this point, it seems like that's all I am to you. You make me feel like I'm nothing, do you know that? And it's so unfair, 'cause even though there are times when I seriously hate your guts, you always mean at least SOMEthing to me. You're a specific part of my life. And me, I'm just.. nobody to you. If I had to leave forever.. you wouldn't think twice about saying "Cool. Have fun." You wouldn't get depressed, hell you wouldn't even miss me. You'd just shrug it off like it's one more thing to forget about. Another loose end to tie up. I want to feel like I mean something to you. Please. For once?
(This is depressing, WTF)
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Just something I want to say..
PEOPLE ARE RETARDED. Don't jump to conclusions, jeez. (>_<)
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I want chocolate. :( And I don't want to eat lunch. =))
Gonna go out shopping later, with mom. I hope she doesn't get it into her head that a skirt would look "cute" on me. o-o
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I think that's all. :D
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