I realized I haven't blogged a lot lately. Maybe I'm too occupied. ARGH. This really, really, sucks. I haven't written a lot lately, either. Damnit. I actually write more when I've got school, than when I don't. I'm too busy doing absolutely nothing, apparently.
Well, for starters, I've got a Facebook account now. What the hell, right? So awkward. Hahaha.
It is completely intimidating, though. I mean, seriously. What do I DO with it. O_O
My life isn't so great at the moment. Things aren't going according to plan [then again.. since when did I ever really have a plan?] and more often than not I'm disappointed. Oh well. It isn't really like I expected anything different, right? Eh.
My parents won't let me go to the UPCAT review. What the hell. And I got 600 in Math when I took the practice test. O_O I'm so totally fucking screwed. Hahaha.
Hey, Barricade. I miss you. We haven't talked in.. years. And just when Logan had stopped telling me I couldn't risk it.. I lose hope. Gah. Why must this sort of thing always happen to me? And the losing hope is what makes me want. Urgh.
I was right, a long, looong, looooong time ago. My life is a perfect sad story. (:
I'm honestly going to give a huge effort in making friends when I go to the writing workshop. I kind of need it. There's an awkward sort of loneliness you feel when you're surrounded by people you don't even care about and the ones you need are so far away. It eats at your core.
It was a bittersweet sort of relief that I felt when I realized nothing, absolutely nothing lasts forever. And everything is meant to die. It made me.. happy, somehow. Is that weird for you? Extremely? Thank god. I'm back in business. :P
Baby, where'd you go? I need you here tonight.
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