Potassium, damnit.

Okay. So I ate mint chocolate ice cream for dessert after a medium-sized breakfast, with gummi bears and marshmallows. That should've been enough to make me ecstatic, but all I kept thinking was GAHFUCK MY EYES HURT SO MUCH. (>_>) I even stuck the back of the spoon on my eyelids to try and numb them. Nothing flippin' happened. I keep rubbing them, too. Waha. Okay, I am officially terrible.

I'M SO FUCKING SLEEPY. :| Goddamnit. But anyway. I'm not dwelling on the fact that I had maybe two and a half hours of sleep, maybe 'cause I like deviating from the usual and staying up late makes me feel soo.. bad. Hahaha. Anyway. My eyes hurt, really. I'm not used to this, obviously. Wtf. Haha.

Hey, at least I finished my Chem homework. WITHIN HALF AN HOUR. INCLUDING GOOGLING THE FLIPPIN' ANSWERS. SUCK ON THAT BITCHES. =))) Also, I managed the miracle of making a decent writeup while.. um.. while.. haha. NEVERMIND. I do not want to remember. Tis too .. GAHAHAHA. =)))

So anyway this morning wasn't pure shit. Ohmygosh it was a miracle!! Haha.

I was the last to wake up obviously, since I was the last to sleep. But meh, first to get dressed. And the BEST DRESSED. BLEH. Hahaha. Yes, I think you can tell that I'm nutty because for no other reason would I say that. =))) I put on a skirt, can you believe it. O_O Because I am strange, I will.. ah whatever. I will not say. Haha.

I got cheered up marginally by telling my sister's friends about Bloody Mary and Scheißle. WHICH ARE FLIPPING AWESOME SONGS XD Kudos to Photon for using Gaga.

Yeah you can tell I'm pretty fucked up by now can't you. =))))

My legs still hurt, from the squats on Friday and playing TWO STRAIGHT ROUNDS of Lazer Tag yesterday with NONSTOP RUNNING. O_O And the little girls camped everywhere and the little boys ran around and wouldn't shut up. Yeah. Haha. It's okay! Had fun. Even during the CAT, surprisingly. XD

We had a game, we told jokes, we were made to do sexy pumpings. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm sorry Nessie, but I don't think I'll be complaining too much next time.

Speaking of which I don't necessarily think I'm going to be in Iloilo next weekend. My parents are still looking for excuses for me to be absent on Friday and not go to Soc. on Saturday. (>_<) Goddamn.

We're all mad here, baby. ;)

I liiiike. Ohmygod, I liiiiiiiiiiiike. Hahahaha. Ich schliecen austa be clair, es kumpent madre monstere.. I could quote Gaga all day, but I won't.

I think I realized something.

Maybe all I needed was some way of letting all the stress out. I didn't need the problems to be fixed; I needed someone to let me admit that maybe they couldn't be fixed at all, at least not now. Maybe not ever. But I needed the help to figure out that maybe it's okay for everything not to be fixed. I just needed opinions.

Ahh. I remember so many opinions on so many things.

I love having lengthy debates and making horrid excuses. It's just fun. GAH.

I haven't written anything in a while. I'm a hopeless wreck. Oh well. I think I better go do my homework now.

AND I CANNOT FIND MY PHONE WAHAHA.