I'm such a freak.

I'm so totally screwed. Yay me. Hahaha.

So! Anyway. Wow. Hm. ... Wow. Yeah. Wow. Yeah. ... WOW! ... YEAH.

*sigh*

God, I'm such an idiot.

You know what I hate the most? The fact that I can't maneuver around, because everyone else moves around too. Why can't you people just stay in one place?! >_>

Anyway.

My dearest darling Lilcah Angelique de Toro Opiña, I'm so sorry but I didn't get to write you anything. *sob* I'm such a failure. WAHA.

K has always hated E, and is now touchy about B. B now hates E, and is now touchy about K. E has always been touchy about K, and now hates B.

So many people know the riddle, but so few agree about the answer.

Whew.

I have no idea what to do anymore. I just hate this so much. I hate, hate, hate having to care about how others would feel. I can't convince myself that I don't have to give a crap. 'Cause I always will.

*sigh*

Why can't this be simple? Why does it always have to be so difficult?

Second year I was becoming unraveled. This year I'm.. tangled up.

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To you-know-who: Somehow, I think I always knew you'd never let go of "that" card. I guess I did lose all forms of respect for you along the way. You know what.. I don't trust you anymore. And I don't think I could ever believe in you again. I don't know. I'm.. disappointed in you. I thought you were better than that.

To my much-missed Ba: God, I miss you. I wish you were here. You'd make everything right again, somehow. Even if you weren't part of it at all.. it doesn't matter. You can fix me so well without even knowing it. *sigh* Please.. come back. I need you, I really do.

To V: I think I know what you meant now, when you said that. It does hurt, it hurts a fucking lot. But you lived through it.. and I will, too. I hope. It sucks when your friendship is more important than anything in the world.. but at least you've got that, right? But you know.. I am so proud of you, for doing what you did. And I hope what I'm doing right now is as right as what you did, too.

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On the not-so-serious side. My kidneys have taken after Tañah's, and have been in overdrive for the latter part of the day. My bladder can't take much more. =)))

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I need a break from life. GAH.

~out.