One Month.

It's been that long. Wow. I mean, just.. wow.

I'm listening to some really sentimental songs right now. It'll take too long to type in the lyrics.

... fuck it, I need this.

Just look up to the stars and believe who you are, 'cause it's quite alright. And so long, goodbye.

I've been binge-eating too. A lot. I ate three meals from McDo for brunch, finished one huge pack of Lay's and one of Ruffles, four and a half Snickers bars, and two mangoes. Yes, the stress is getting to me.

And can you believe it? My dress was loose last night. o-o

I'll make a blog about last night sometime tomorrow, or maybe.. I don't know. Haha. I don't feel like it. GAAAAAH.

One thing I'll say, though. Thank you to Kenn. He was my proxy-partner so many times last night, I forgot to keep track. Haha. I just kept using him to occupy me, and it was hilarious each time. He went along with it really well, too. Which makes him cool. :>

Damnit, I keep listening to my favorite Westlife songs, and they keep making me cry. GAH.

I'm never gonna say goodbye, 'cause I'd never wanna see you cry.

I swore to you my love would remain, and I'll swear it all over again.

I'm never gonna treat you bad, 'cause I never wanna see you sad.

I swore to share your joy and your pain, and I'll swear it all over again.

I hate how you can hate someone, and then love them, and then they hurt you once you get hooked. It's a bittersweet thing, but it's the story of my life.

Goodbye Michele, it's hard to die

when all the birds are singin' in the sky.

Now that the spring is in the air,

with the flowers everywhere,

I wish that we could both be there.

I hate being all sentimental and shit. I'm so weak. God.

"You are right for me. I can do the things you can't and you can do the things I can't. We complement each other. We make each other whole. .. You're my penguin, baby."

TT_TT

*sigh*

I'll always look back, as I walk away

this memory will last, for eternity

and all of our tears will be lost in the rain

when I find my way back to your arms again

but until that day, you know you are

the queen of my heart.

Okay, that last song got me bawling so hard. I don't think my tear ducts have a limit today. GOD.

Why do I have to be like this? I hate how you can make me so vulnerable.

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