GAH

Why do I always end up doing this to myself. *sigh* I mean, seriously. What the hell.

I'm ... argh. I can't even say anything without being offensive, y'know? I hate having to be so guarded. :/

Anyway.
You know what? Tañah was right, last.. I don't know, Wednesday? She was right, so completely brutally right. Oh wow. Do you have to be so right, Tan? I didn't need to hear that confirmation from you. The way you told me.. wah.

Lil was right, too; that day so long ago. I think somehow she's been right all along. Now if only my pride and my compassion would let mr admit it.

WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO DO WITH MY SMILE DAMNIT.
Just because I smile on impulse doesn't mean anything.

Or does it? T_T

Dinner smells good. I'm gonna go drown my sorrow in gluttony.

:D