Aaaah.

I.. I honestly don't know what to say.

..Okay two insects are mating on my laptop screen right now. Urgh. Moment ruiners, wtf. =)))

It just seems that.. well.. um. Hrm. Hahaha. I'm just kind of happy right now. Just a little bit. Because I'm getting those tiny little signs that maybe, just maybe, things are looking up, things are going my way, finally.

I'm just.. well. Hrm. Hahaha. SO VAGUE OHMYGOSH. Sorry. XD

It's just so fucking amazing to know that.. there are people who will always be there for you. There are people who don't foist sky-high expectations upon you, people you will never disappoint because they love you too much. People you don't have to care about hurting, which in turn makes you make sure you'll never hurt them. People who are just amazing.

I don't know what caused this surge of euphoria. All I know is.. I get to be happy for more than a moment, for once. And I like it. I think I've sort of forgotten, in the chaos of my life, what simple happiness was like.

Actually, I'm just gushing. Really really gushing. MY GOSH. I need to control myself. XD

"If you're a bird, I'm a bird." -Noah Calhoun. <3 The Notebook will forever remain one of the few sappy movies I love. (:

I don't know what else to say. Haha. My days are getting brighter, and my nights aren't so dark. All those nightmares that have literally been haunting my past few weeks.. they're easing away. (: I love this!

We always knew that it'd come to this;

it's times like these I forget what I'll miss.

Matters of heart, are hard to address,

especially when yours is full of emptiness.

And it's quite alright,

and goodbye, for now.

Just look up to the stars

and believe who you are,

'cause it's quite alright.

And so long, goodbye.

It's a terribly sad song.. but it made me feel good. (:

What else... I might be able to write tomorrow. Maybe, just maybe. WOOH. :")

If only you could see her smile.

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Scratch that. I'm depressed again. XD