This is for real.

I've got emotion dripping out my pores

and I thought I would let you know--

Well, it's pretty much been forever since I blogged and just wrote about what happened that day, so that's what I'm gonna do now. X3

Also, this song's the one currently stuck in my head. This is For Real by Motion City Soundtrack. Catchy, plus great lyrics. I love it. :D

(But not more than I love my barbie doll!)

You are the night light,

ripping through my wicked world:

how you make it sparkle and glow,

So I woke up at seven this morning, after having slept for around eleven hours, since eight last night. Wow. And I didn't get to study for the Chem exam, which, oh-so-fortunately for me, was the only exam that day, and the subject I was never any good in, and the one that counted for TWO FLIPPIN' UNITS. So yeah, major cramming ensued. O_O

Before I lose control

There's just one thing you should know--

Anyway. I fell asleep in the middle of the exam, too. :| I cannot even believe myself. How could I even flippin' do that? I had eleven hours of sleep. Plus at least twenty minutes in the cab, and twenty more during the exam. :| Something is wrong with me. Wtf.

This is for real, this time I mean it

I'm coming clean, please don't let go

So after I passed my unfinished paper, I went up to the library with Wynken and worked on my Robo scrapbook. :D She cut the tape, and I.. did everything else. =)))))))

I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it

Hey, it wasn't so bad. She played Sims in the interludes, when she'd finished cutting the tape and I didn't need anymore, and we talked about random stuff. XD And she made me a retarded Sim wtf. O_e Bleh, she made Tan a weirder one. XD

Don't let go

Don't let go

Don't let go

I have a wound on my lip. (>_<) Pain. And I just realized, it's March. I can't wear my purple contacts anymore. ): Wah. Imma go get some more. Once I figure out where the hell to get em. Hahaha.

I had some nightmares, clawing at my skin and bones

I nearly did explode

Well, all I need to do now is to add the pictures, connect the pages and the loops, and make the finishing tweaks. Oh, and the last page, the one with all our names and jobs and pics and stuff. :D My groupmates aren't even participating wtf. TT_TT Guys, just a little help would be appreciated?

You smoked the demons, gave me back my feelings;

now I am good to go

So I walked Wynken to her car and went back to doing the scrapbook on my own, with NOBODY TO CUT THE TAPE FOR ME. Imagine my utter loneliness. O_O

And then wonder of wonders, my parietal lobe arrived! =))) He didn't do anything though, just watched Wild Child on my laptop. Oh well. Good 'nuff! XD

Before, my face hits the floor

There's just one thing you should know

Well, I made my parietal lobe a barbie doll. Which was fun. XD HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU PARIETAL.

This is for real, this time I mean it

I'm coming clean, please don't let go

I walked around the school showing off my new barbie doll. Yay for me! Though I left by four, or a few minutes past. (>_<)

I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it;

I'd prefer that you keep it,

don't let go

Also, I ran out of load. And I've got no more money to buy load with. WTF. I'm broke and load-less. This is not ideal.

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

Plus, some bitch stole my Dewberry. Wtf, that was all I was looking forward to, this afternoon! Now there's nothing to keep my spirits up as I endeavor to study several chapters of mind-blowing proportions of boringness. BECAUSE I HAVE NO LOAD AND NO FOOD. I can't let myself be distracted by other people, and I can't give myself the tiny sinful pleasure of sugar. Oh, what is wrong with me. T_T

For a physical challenge I'm notoriously bold--

intravenous delivery, electrolytes and more;

I'm going on a sound trip, on my own. Because I honestly have nothing better to do. Because my life is sad [pathetic, not lonely] like that. Wow.

Every time it's the same routine:

out with the bad, in with the clean

I wonder how many people I've lost this year. Then again.. it brings to mind how many people I've regained, too. I got back several friends I thought I'd never really have again, and for that I'm eternally grateful. I mean, really.

Before I lose all motor skills

there's one thing you should know

I thought there was no chance of us ever really being good friends ever again, 'cause of.. y'know. And suddenly.. BAM. It's like the huge gap that grew between us closed, just like that. And I was so happy knowing that all it took was laughter and a few well-placed words. The only two things I seem to be any good at. XD

This is for real, this time I mean it;

I'm coming clean, please don't let go

So now I'm slightly optimistic, or at least cheerful. Yay for me! I'm pretty sure it's got something to do with my parietal lobe, and my amazing friends.

Especially Wynken! Thank you, my tape-cutting goddess! Hahahahaha.

I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it

I'd prefer that you keep it

Don't let go

I'm so freaking excited for this summer!!! WOOOH.

First thing's first. I simply MUST have a sleepover with Meliza. >:D<>

And.. I didn't write in the journal at all. I'M SO FUCKING SORRY. TT_TT My life's been too hectic to do so.

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

Right now I've gotta jet. Trying to study for Com Sci, and finish up on my damn scrapbook. Wish me luck. :D

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real